I have no proof of OM but she is very secretive about her laptop and cell phone calls. I can't rule out that somebody is waiting for her to throw me away.
Hopefully Im simply paranoid and in a year from now Ill start to get over her (not likely).
The sad truth of it is that after 23 years of loving her, I think I will take that love for her to my grave. I just hope it does not keep me from getting into some kind of meaningful LTR with somebody new.
Newmama, I know exactly how you feel. These days I cant stand to be alone for any reason.
Last edited by g450; 12/27/0905:53 AM.
Me:48 W:55 M:22 T:23 Bomb:19Nov09 S:15Jan10 D:11Feb10 EA:Confirmed on 20Apr10 Fast track to her divorcing me
