Journaling

I'm with the boys for 7 days. Day 1 started this morning. It's GREAT to be with them again. I'm glad I'm still their father in their eyes. Linked up with W when she dropped off the boys in the hotel. She was checking me out big time...but with a frown on her face. Fear, anger, hurt, all wrapped up in one facial expression. She didn't say much really. I was very nice all throughout the short encounter.

W didn't mention anything about the R. she just reminded me about S10's medication. It was a big deal last summer because I forgot to give him his meds. That really made her mad. This time I know what to do.

Spent the day buying groceries with the boys, swimming, hanging out in the hotel room, and finishing the evening with a movie. Gotta make each day last as long as possible. The boys are happy. They are also doing their best to make each minute count.

Viewing my W's earlier facial countenance and overall stance, I thought to myself that maybe this is the end of it all. Maybe this is how it's going to be after all. I shouldn't read minds. Maybe that's not how she felt. In any case, I'll have a great time with the boys.

JR


Me:44
WAW:43
Children S13,S11,S7
Married 17 yrs
W left JUN 08
W filed JAN 09
D proceedings dismissed AUG 09
W refiles 1 MAR 11