Wolverine, Just wanted to let you know I've read your last few threads & I know how tough it is going dark. My sitch is pretty different, my H left in March & it's been downhill from there. We had communicated weekly or so, then in Sept. through last day of Oct. - nothing. Completely pitch black dark. It was really hard. Of course you live with your W, so goin dark is much harder. For me, it is more painful to hear from my H than to have communication. I wish I could help you more, but just keep reading & posting. Congrats on your weekend trip, way to GAL! Something I need to work on more. Just know you're not alone in this. Happy Holidays!