It does help to know others are in a similar situation. But I hear you, sometimes I read what I previously wrote to other people and I think "who is that woman - she sounds so strong!" and of course I still struggle daily inside. Also I can't believe it has been a year, my husband is so much better and there are still times I want to brain him with a frying pan for putting me through this. I keep thinking I have to look to the future, that hopefully, for the next 20-30 years we will spend together, this will just be a blip in the road. And although we'll never look back at it and laugh, someday he will thank and appreciate the effort I put into our marriage when he wasn't strong enough to.
Me - 38 Husband - 40 MLC! Together 12 years Married 11 years Still the love of my life Forever only lasted 10 years before his MLC and affair
