Peace I think of you often and think you have done a great job of handling yourself and the business. I don't think you can have a friendship with your ex right now. He is not ready. I do believe you can one day though. He still has much growing to do.
When you are centered and live your life right, it's hard to understand the mistakes of others and why they dod the things they do. In many ways I don't think they truly understand either.
Most recently my h said to me he couldn't be himself married to me. If that truly is how he felt then maybe our situation was for the best. I don't think today though the person he is, is really the person he wants to be. He doesn't know who or what to be. He says he is not happy, but he wasn't happy with me either. He is unhappy with himself. Well did he think running away was going to make him happy? My h is stuck from 4 yrs ago.
Keep doing the right things Peace! You do sound so good and strong.
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"