Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

gima,

I just have never seen this side of her, and it is hard to beleive that I love this W. She has always been kind of cold, but, this is a whole new level, even for her.

The amount of pain she sends my way, and the manner in which she does it is so hurtful.

I am going to have a good day travelling with my boys, and the rest of the weekend.

I also believe that she is not happy but then again, I couldn't possibly know that.

Is she saying those things because she feels bad for what she is doing? And when she does-it validates to her what she is doing?

I guess I try to analyze this stuff too much, trying to figure out what is happening-you know?