MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! I hope all of you are having a good day no matter what.

Things are getting better everyday for us, but its going to take time. As things improve, new things crop up and its hard not to fall back into old patterns in response to them.

The situation between H and OW has deteriorated into ugly chaos (Wow, who'd a seen that one comin'?) I stay the hell out of it as it hasn't got anything to do with me. They had a horrible fight the other day and it just gets ugly from the gate and then goes downhill from there. Oh well...he finally told her that no matter what happens, his future plans do NOT include her. He would rather be on the street, than with her and to MOVE ON. Harsh, but probably neccessary.

We are working on it, little by little. I'm guarded, but since I'm ok, no matter what happens, its good. I've just come to that place in this whole mess that if it works out and we can get past this, thats good, but if we can't...thats ok too.

I just wanted to post a quick update and let you all know I think about you and I am so very grateful to all of my friends on here that supported me and guided me throughout this whole experience.

Love you guys. Thanks,
C


M:39
H:39
K:S14;D8
T:22yr
M:15yrs
S:12/28/07 EA/PA
3/14/08 OW preg
11/17/08 born
12/12/08 his
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Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option