Today, Christmas, was horrible. One of those days where you are fine one minute and the next you want to crawl in a hole and die. Do MLC WAS's have the same depressions about the holidays as the LBS?
I was in such a bad place today I broke the LRT. I had to call him just to hear his voice and said that I just wanted to wish him a merry christmas. He sounded depressed with me while in front of his family, but called me back later and sounded fine and happy. I detected a hint of him trying to keep me on the phone, but that could be wishful thinking. Do you think this was a front?
There was such progress in him for a week and now I'm sitting in limbo with no indication of him moving in either direction. I did find out that he neither spent the night with the OW on Tuesday nor did he go to lunch with her. Both are his standard behaviors. However, the night before he left to go see his family he did stay with OW. I have no idea what in the hell is going on in his head or mine!!!
