It's too hard sometimes

[TooLateForMe]

It's been a blast w/ the DDs. Some sad moments being reminded that W can't be here emotionally or physically. I'm still dreaming about her every night, which sucks when I wake up to reality. I'm missing her a lot lately.

It struck me how much I really do love her and I've resolved to act from that place as opposed to jealousy, fear or anger. Boundaries are important and I'll maintain those. Spending time w/ the DDs has taught me that the greatest pleasures come from making people I love happy and expressing that love.

Merry X-mas, all. I hope your DBing works out!