LT,

it is my expectations that she is suddenly going to change, and beg me to come back, and say she is sorry. It just isn't going to happen.

She is having the time of her life.

I have got to find a way to not have any expectations, and just freaking DETACH!!!

I am struggling with this, and need to dig deep to get there.

It all seems so unfair, and I know it isn't.

Gotta fight through all these emotions, and expectations. It is ME that is holding ME back-not her.

"embrace the suck" - Coach
"don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy
Let Go and Let God
Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010

SoldierDad