feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

ST - I'll respond to your really good post tomorrow but wanted to check in real quick.

H was a jerk today. He said some mean bullsh*t at the table with the kids right there (sarcastic a**) then he tried to turn it around on me (because I got mad) sorry but it's christmas eve and the kids were at the table - unacceptable. He says to me, "I don't give a damn - you better watch out or I'm gonna leave and not come back till Jan 3rd." sick!

so tonight...ugh was just ok at a friends...he kept telling me to "lighten up." ha! he likes to say really ugly things to me and then turns it around as if I started it...manipulative and abusive!

Ok well I'm sure G will be mad at me cuz I was supposed to have a good day. I really was ready for a nice day but I forgot who I was married to.

Luv