Well, feeling a tinge of sadness. Ok, maybe a little more than a tinge. Realized as I was tucking the kids in tonight, this is probably the last Christmas Eve we will all spend under the same roof. And that stings.
I really feel like giving in to the sadness, but then I thought about strength and honor. And I have to be strong. Have to. Wonder if W is having these same thoughts?
Merry Christmas everyone. I wish you all peace and happiness. We all deserve that.
I am trying to focus on how happy and excited the kids were. That is pure joy.
Decided not to break a tradition of watching Christmas Vacation - just this year I'm watching alone. And that's ok. I don't feel like hanging out with her right now.
I think (know) my W is much better at concealing her emotions than me. She has been very happy and smiley all day. Oh well, I'm sure you're right Greek, and she has her own demons to battle.
