Looking for Advice

[gutwrenching]

So what do I do. Nothing I guess. I have zero proof. At one point last night, she asked me if something was wrong cause I was just laying there. I said no, just kind of surprised at everything. Surprised you are sleeping in the bed...and she said that was because no work so she didn't want the kids to know anything. Then I said and I'm surprised at how friendly you are tonight. Her response was I was friendly at work too. I said yes and I am surprised at the radical change from last night/this morning.
She then said "I didn't contact OM if that is what you are wondering" and the anger wasn't working. It wasn't getting us anywhere, wasn't working for the family and it wasn't working for me.

No matter what, I'm not going to ruin things for Xmas...i"ll play the game. But looking for advice post Christmas