Calling out the Piecers

[dday101798]

Uh-oh.

As if I wan't already having issues with OM and the nasty things (x)W did, enter issue 3 for the day.

We'll just say that aside from prior to when things started to fall apart, we certainly did not have a sex starved marriage. Even more so, the month we spent together inbetween in-house seperations before the A, was AMAZING in that respect. Thus, there's been a tension building in that respect since day one of where we're at now.

Suffice it to say, that tension has hit a level it can no longer be ignored.

So, inbetween some rather saultry messages this morning, I asked (x)W a couple of times if we could get together for a drink or two after I get off work. And the final time she asked to firm up a time to meet, she said "for the night?". And she's serious. I repectfuly took a rain check (didn't want to, but...) but as wonderful as that sounds, now enters the nagging voice: "you don't know where she's been, what she's done, what she may now have" blah blah blah.

She's adiment to set this up to! Probably for Saturday I mean, she's dman attractive, and I don't mean to toot my own horn, but I ain't so bad either (out dated FB pictures do no justice). A girl friend of hers I met last night described me as 'yummy', and (x)W misses that.

Other than the what-ifs, this is a major step in our R. How soon is too soon? I know every sitch takes it own course. I just don't want to set myself up for potentialy even worse emotional instability when we take that step, but at the same time, I can't help myself.

What to do, what to do?