gima, I am really trying to navigate through these rough waters. I sometimes begin to feel sorry for myself, and feeling overall like a failure.
My self-esteem has really taken a beating the last 5 months, and the last 3 weeks in particular. I just don't feel good about myself, and the sitch I am in.
It just seems like she has all the power-so to speak-having the boys/house/my bike/my things etc. I just feel like I am at her mercy as far as all of that.
I have got to get my mind right, and start to heal from all of this. Not sure when that will kick in to high gear, but I hope it is soon.
"embrace the suck" - Coach "don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy Let Go and Let God Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010
