STOP!

bi-polar, depressed, MLC, menopause, my fault

Just Stop.

it's an affair. focus on that.

you really need to stop the

"The poor thing looked like she is suffering so much"
shes a hurting woman...
i feel so bad for her...

crap. she was having the time of her life. she wasnt suffering, she wasnt hurting and she didnt feel bad. Santa's coming so I am not going to tell you the harsh reality of how she was feeling. But you really need to stop making excuses and taking blame.