Calling out the Piecers

[dday101798]

Uggh,

I was in a great mood after another night of late night shopping with (x)W and a little 'quality bonding' time spent afterwards.

But then I log in here this morning and a thread I've been "helping" sent my blood pressure through the roof and injected an instant reminder of the things (x)W has done and I'm in an internal conflict right now.

It was bad enough that she's off work today, and didn't respond to my message when I got home last night to let her know I'm safe (roads are icy). So that got my mind racing on the fact that OM lurks so close, he could be in and out and nobody would know the difference. That was enough to put me on edge.

But to now be reminded of all that traspired, I'm just shaking, litterally shaking. I've been catious during this entire month, that she changed to that horrid person and there's always a potential she could again. Really sucks because she sent me a really 'naughty (but nice ) message that I just couldn't respond to, didn't know what to say. Now she thinks I'm mad at her and had to tell her that somebody just really pissed me off and made me remember a lot of stuff I care not to.

Time for a smoke break and a long walk.