i'm not about to go suggesting it at this point. it all jstar u make xmas suck, you've made the past 3 xmas horrible, blah blah.

i have no way of trusting anything he says. he called my niece and she texted him back and he never answered text msg so his screen could be broken....

he just does not get it, ignores my boundaries, point blank told him what he needed to do not only about visitaiton schedule to car seats and on. he just wants to do what he wants to when he wants to do it.

what does db say about this? go back to darkness? wait for another time to come out, when he starts flipping out again.. just keeps saying i'm trying to approach you your walls are up, more blah blah.

Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline