here we go again

[Jstar]

it appears we are back to a push pull game playing. h leaves vm after i've given him my choice texts and says well my screen on phone doens't work so if you've sent something i cant read it. its now i want to pick up d2 for a few hrs xmas eve, tak eher to mil, borrow my car seat and then return her to me.

i am pissed and just livid in his constant disrespect. i plainly put it to him 2 times atleast that he must start with supervised visitation before anything, a month of not seeing does not mean i will hand her over freely. especially to go to the hoarding coachroach infested place of his mothers.

i put these boundaries out and he continually ignores them. he goes from one day u are my wife, i won't give you a divorce, i miss you a lil, i still love, i want to work it out to ignoring.

i have not responded to his msg, don't think i will. just bcuz it's xmas or eve, doesn't not mean i should be soft and let him walk over me. i have not denied visitation, he can see her supervised, told him to purchase his own car seat, he does not do it.

then to boot asks at 7 pm on the 23rd to see d2 when he's known for weeks xmas was on the way, again, it's i want to see d2 when it works for me but not on any schedule or routine. i have asked him for a schedule which he just ignores.

there's nothing i believe in what he says, it's all crap.