Kat - thansks and back at ya! Mish, we never made it skating, he was 'too tired' (depressed) but he IS alot brighter...he keeps telling me he loves me today ! I have been googling how to get pregnant..
Wow, Addie thats the same as bf. BF said to me he cannot believe how he acted and wishes he's never ever dated Helen, not even for a day and that he hates himself every single day for the hurt he caused me.. I talked to him a while back about what it was like for me those first few days/weeks when he left after the bomb and went NC, but he cannot handle hearing about it... this was before his depression got very bad and of course I cannot mention a thing these days, but even then he was just so consumed with guilt. Its wierd its like they really are a different person back then and find it hard to associate themselves with the person they were then and the decisions they made.
I'm trying to sleep (been ill with tracheatis!!) but coudnt and now I have ovulation pain! Anyone know if you get that before or after you ovulate!? I plan to jump him tommorow as I read that you remain fertile 24 hours after. Tommorow is Christmas Eve and also, the massively auspicious (particularly for us Pisceans) and rare conjunction of Jupiter, Neptune (our ruling planets) and planet of healing, Chiron. It seems like a good day to start trying for a baby ! Its something he really wants, despite the depression.
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
as I read that you remain fertile 24 hours after. Tommorow is Christmas Eve and also, the massively auspicious (particularly for us Pisceans) and rare conjunction of Jupiter, Neptune (our ruling planets) and planet of healing, Chiron. It seems like a good day to start trying for a baby ! Its something he really wants, despite the depression.
