It's good that BF is back on AD and they seem to be helping. Maybe as he starts to feel better about himself, ML will happen for the two of you. It's a good sign that you're talking about it. My H has also been consumed by guilt. He just doesn't understand how he could have done what he did. He says every day he thinks about how he's hurt me and this pains him greatly.
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