I've woken today with a new peace; one that acknowledges that I gave everything to my marriage both during and for the 2 years after. I am proud of my efforts to be the 'bigger' person through all of this.
There's been two years of reflection and an acknowledgement on my part of the mistakes I made. I have made every attempt to be friends and to support him as he has rebuilt relationships with his family and his children. I have nurtured him through LL.
In return I've experienced random acts of kindness, temper tantrums, lies and no respect. Today I want peace and good health for me.
From now, it has to be about me. I have spent all the years being a giver to H but now I am just burnt out, with nothing left to give.
