my W doesn't regret her affair

[Gnosis]

Future, that letter your friend wrote you could have been written for me.

The difference is I've been putting up with it for less time and I haven't been re-inventing myself, just returning to my true nature and improving on the shortfalls.

I've been trying to get you to show a simulated letting go of her and sending the signals that you are truly done. There is a 50/50 chance the WAS wakes up when that happens. If you can't simulate it __________ (fill in your own blank)

Ironic as this may sound, I've been praying that she wakes up before its too late as in my case. Good luck my friend. Whatever happens, strive to keep the new and improved Future.

EDIT: Forgot to add my disclaimer... so here it is... PUIAP: posting under the influence and pain. Take the good in the message and trash the rest.