What ever it may be. She wants a divorce. I want the marriage to work, but today is one of those days. I think I may be wasting my time. I just don't know what to do anymore.
I have focused on me. I am not lonely or angry. I get sad sometimes, but mostly I feel wrong. A piece of me is missing. I feel great but not perfect.
Letter is probably a bad idea, but it is also a lie. I don't want to do that, but I wasted many years by letting life lead me.
