I know I'm a disappointment to all here. I've been very hesitatant to update my sitch the last few days because at this moment I'm actively ANTI-DB'ing.
You are no disappointment, my friend. I'd suggest you look to yourself though, and what you truly want, rather than gather anger and resentment in an effort to WAW. I think you are already looking at yourself, but look closely at the way in which you are.
Speaking as an LBS who turned into WAW, it was not anger and resentment that made me do so, it was knowing what would be best for me, and what I needed to begin to work on myself in earnest.
It was when I took away the pressure on myself to make things work, the anger for why it wasn't, and the hurt I perceived from what my STBX was doing, that I got the clarity I needed to move to where I am now.
I hope for the best for you, and some clarity to do what you need.
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."
