Quote:
I have decided that because there are competing agendas, I do not wish to will not waste my time/money if thast is the case.


You need to be confident and decisive.

Quote:
I will take the knowledge from the time spent here that I have gained from these session to work on improving myself. I will reevaluate continuing MC after a break and having time to work on my goals..


Don't say this. All you need to say is in the first quote.


M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12
Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.