But then, I think that we have hurt each other enough at this point. Isn't it worth another try? Aren't our kids worth it? Aren't we? I understand the answers to these questions, at least I think I do. But the questions illustrate my frustration. That I know we can make this work - but I DON't KNOW for HER. I just know she has apparently shut the door on working on us. For her, she would rather be alone than with me. And that cuts about as deeply as anything can.
GIMA - Take comfort in the fact that you are not alone. I ask myself the same questions, feel the same frustration, and hurt just the same. We have been dealt a sh!tty hand. You just need to know when to hold 'em and when to fold 'em. You never know what cards are going to show up in your next hand.
Me & H: 33 yrs S: 4 & 6 D: 2 M: 9 yrs ILYBNILWY: 8/09 SEPARATED: 9/09 The Beginning
