Rob, It seems you know what the deal-breaker is for you. You have defined it pretty clear, even both the M & W see it here. You know your goal so what are the objectives to get you there?
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
