I am so happy things are slowly improving. About 3 weeks ago I felt a shift in myself too and ever since then things have really started to improve. I can't put my finger on it but all of a sudden I was able to start letting go of the pain and allow myself to feel H's tenderness that I was not allowing myself to be open to beforehand. I know there's still a lot of work ahead but we're communicating much more openly now. I pray the same continues with you.
I hope you have a wonderful Christmas with your family!
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz