well yesterday W texted me a few times right when I got to work.. she said she had no way to pick up and wanted to know if she could pick them up first thing in the morning befor I left for work. I told her I needed to get some stuff for there stockings and some gifts and I was going to use the time with the kids gone to do that. I offered to drop them off at her parents house. long story short she tells me to call her after work, when I do call she sounds very upset.. I asked her what was wrong and told her she sounded differant. I kept a very upbeat attitude and I noticed she started to pick up her old upbeat voice..
(and I guess I fail to mention in court she looked very rough... maybe her dream world is not what she keeps telling everyone) I could tell she was not ready for me to be so nice I guess... we ended up talking a few times befor I dropped the kids off due to the roads and such but I think if I can keep this up maybe I can get past the fighting put my anger for what she did behind me in the past and maybe for my mind have a better relationship for the kids sake..
FIL made It a point to say hi when I dropped the kids off which I was a bit surprised since he is such a quiet guy that doesn't say much
I did go shopping with an old friend and I have to say I had a blast... we were joking and laughing in all the stores just like years back when we were kids... I got home very late but Im not too tired so far
