newmama, I know it's silly but i.e. for X-mas I have done 2 things I always wanted and haven't done because he didn't like it - I ordered a full turkey from the butcher, not a boned and rolled one and I have white lights on the x-mas tree instead of coloured ones. I know they are silly stupid things but it means something to me. And everytime I struggled with myself as I knew he would notice and wouldn't like it.But you know what: tough for him He says it's my house now so there you go...
Hey, I decorated the house like Santa's groto here ... lights outside / inside, tinsel everywhere even a big Merry Christmas sign in the window and a REAL tree (none of this fibre optic nonsense) ... total 180 for me. Do I care is she notices ... no. But I do know what you mean.
Me 36, W 34 | D 8 | M 3.5y Sep 2Aug09 | Left 6Sep09 | OM in 10Oct09 | NC 17Nov09 | Gave up caring - Jan 2010
"Have integrity. Do what is right, not what is expedient." "Delay is the antidote for anger"
