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[wolverine1997]

Thanks Deep, that means a lot. Knowing that someone reads my posts helps a lot. That gives me a little extra strength.

Question to all. How do you handle the loneliness? My wife and I used to be very close and talk all the time. Some days I miss her so much that I just want to cry. (I know that sounds like a sissy but I'm not, I watch football :))

Also, this is something new to me. I think that I may have jealousy issues. I never in my life thought that I was overly jealous. But now I find myself questioning what she is doing and who she is with. I overhear some of her conversations and my mind jumps to all sorts of conclusions. I have never heard her say anything that should really make me feel the way that I do but all sorts of crazy ideas run through my head. This is so new to me. Have any of you gone throught this? And if so, how have you handled it?