i'm in a different place or just realized certain things. I spoke with h via text msg, he says he was trying to approach me, doesn't want divorce, wants to work it out, but next says i'm mean, never will change, that i need counseling, says he will never give me a divorce, asked to go to lunch.
i declined his offer for lunch said i had plans, sent him bunch of text and i don't see anything different in him.
i really don't think it will change. i am going back dark and at this point really leaning towards filing for divorce.
all the things he says is about how everythng is my fault, how he does no wrong and i don't think he will ever see that the failure is 1/2 his.
on a seperate note, my lil baby weights 4 pounds, i have approxiamtely 57 days till he's going to join us. next ob appoitnment in 2 weeks i need to give a date of which day i would like him born on.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
