sounds so great Mind!! I love how you are right now.
hey, a friend of mine was on some kind of drugs for her anxiety or something, and she had been trying to lose weight, nothing worked...then her h researched the drug she was on, after the doctor kept insisting that it wasn't the problem.. well, guess what he found out? that the drug's ingredients shuts down your metabolism! she was so upset. so immediately got off the stuff.
have you taken anything in the last few years? before she started doing the mv, she said even 4-6 months had gone past and her body still wasn't normal yet.
and no, your H is not normal....right now. I remember during the years leading up to my sitch that my H and I didn't ml very often, even my mom and aunt kept telling me that's not right, but I just chalked it up to all the excuses and didn't think my H wanted to ml. but remember how things are now!! so, I'm still for you doing some touching...innocent type of touching to start, and just see what happens. just make sure you act like he missed out on the world if he turns you down. (but IMHO, he's not going to, unless it's just bad timing).
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."