If she ever comes clean, will you always wonder if there's something more she's not telling you because she has lied so many times?

I haven't had any affairs, emotional or physical, but because I lied to my H about my past, he thinks I am still lying.

BIM
M 39 / H 40 / S 9 / S 6 / T 20 / M 11

my sitch: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1828127#Post1828127