No, you aren't going to call. If he does call you are too busy to take it right now.
He's going to test your boundary. You will not match emotions with him.
Post this on your mirror:
Quote:
Because I have grown...
I am no longer that scared little girl who signed up here 6 months ago...
I am no longer weak...
I am no longer stupid nor naive...
I am no longer blinded by "love", I am fueled by protecting myself and my children...
I no longer put him before anything...
I no longer care what he is doing, saying or screwing...
I finally got to the point where I want life to feel great and I want to breath again....
I want to feel like I am home...
I want to love like I know how and I want to see beyond the blurr in my eyes...
I am finally past the point of being a wilted flower hiding in the shadows...
I am ready to be a full blooming flower standing tall in the sunshine.
Feels good to stand up for yourself. Stay very aware right now. Be prepared.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.