First time poster feeling a bit lost

[MT21]

Thanks Sandii,

Normal?

Even the spiders? ....lol

I understand I am vunerable...but why shouldn't move on..

I plan to enjoy and not worry...I have done far to much of that and look where that got me.

Shes out tonight...that hurts a little..shes not coming home.
But the hurts not real bad like before...

I suppose I can expect a few difficult days..but tomorrow isnt going to be one of them.

MT