Yes, I'll check out the books again. I guess I need to go off of them instead of allowing my h to set the agenda. What he wants changes so much every week...that's probably why I'm going all wrong again.
Quote: Again, back off from H. Please don't call H again, please? Come here first. I know there were many times that I did the same thing you did, called H. But it didn't work and then I BACKED OFF and slowly but surely he's coming back around.
You are right! I need to get a life and leave him alone. I'll see him tomorrow at soccer practice. I think I'm going to leave him there alone with the boys while I go off and shop then come back when it is over. I hate to have to see him.
Quote: there's hope for you two yet
Oh, I hope so. It all seems really bleak right now. At least he called me back today. He didn't sound real over-joyed to be talking to me but at least he called me back. My heart hurts because he didn't want to meet me tonight.
