And yes I'm tired of the lies, I want a decent dosage of honesty from her before considering anything with her, I want her to volunteer that stuff and I don't want to offer her the guarantee that I'll be there for her after she has come clean about all of it. I don't want to offer her any security at the moment and that's just me being honest, not resentful or angry, because I'm not angry anymore.
I just want to know, I don't think it's wrong either.
