Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

gima, not WILLING, just feels like that.

She always manages to do/say something to get the upper hand-in her eyes, and sometimes mine.

I am being the better man through all of this, and will continue to be the best Father I can be.

Again, I think this is another example of me "letting go", and detaching. It's almost like I can't let her "win", even though I know nobody wins in divorce-that is what she is making this out to be. I just have to trust my L, and know that whatever happens, happens.