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[armywifevampi]

i feel the same way ... that my H should suffer some how with what hes making me go throw ...but i havent done nothing yet ...

to make him suffer why dont realy know i guess i feel hill get his some how by not talking to him and not giving him my attention ...

its hard not know and wanting something so bad to go well and it just dont happen ...

i feel sometimes that i should do that and report him to is capt. but something right know tells me not to i guess when im ready i will do something ...

even thow hes done me so much harm with his mouth ... in not wanting to speak about anything ...

my point is u want to see her suffer but ill tell u this she is u just dont see it .. the way u act with ur boys and the way u present ur self will hurt her with out u even know she is ....

we are not made to be as strong when it comes to taking care of some issues in life but when it comes to our pass we are and she is realizing that in her own way ...

very slowly but she is and u will see that he time will come and she will realize her mistake and weather its late or not she will suffer for what shes done to ur family ...

in her mind shes is but she will not show u that at all when it comes down to it ... u will see it soon enough but its much to soon for her to feel it so strongly right now