That Friday night - no we did not ML. I was stating we had "mad love" for each other jokingly. I know calling him and texting him was a no no..I get that. Sometimes this gets a little much for me. I know better too.
I know guys hate being told what to do..I know this but I wanted to stress to him how annoying his blackberry has been getting.
My friend did stand up and say something and I do believe some things sank in...for both of us.
He did say to me last night - "I'm trying." I feel so far from him. I look at him and wonder who he is. No affection or I love yous...weird for me. It makes me want to disconnect - so in this case - me being here - I guess I am trying too!
Keep on me ST - I really like what you have to say. Thank u so much!
Luv
M44 H41 M20 T23 3 older teens Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy" EA Nov 09 w/coworker Another PA in Mar 10 I Filed Apr 10 D final Dec 10
