Originally Posted By: cutterbug
You do not come out of LRT. Its last resort for this relationship.
You move on ... Now is not the time to make decissions. Now is the time to heal.


Cutter, that came out completely the wrong way above. I didn't mean actually come out of LRT for the relationship. In fact thinking about, what the h*ll did I mean?!

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Go see a doctor my friend. You may need some happy pills.


Not for me. Had depression before. Took happy pills. Didn't make a blind bit of difference. I'm feeling low and more than anything else mixed up about what to do that is right, what to do for me, what to do to salvage my sanity, what to do to save the sliver of a relationship if there is one, what to do about staying here ... yada yada yada. That's my problem right now. I feel no pain or hurt right now (although that won't be long in coming back).

I will be speaking to my IC tonight.

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Embrace the suck


I try. When I embrace it, it keeps grabbing my a$$ and biting my neck!


Me 36, W 34 | D 8 | M 3.5y
Sep 2Aug09 | Left 6Sep09 | OM in 10Oct09 | NC 17Nov09 | Gave up caring - Jan 2010

"Have integrity. Do what is right, not what is expedient."
"Delay is the antidote for anger"