I hope that my experiences can help others. I made mistakes. I screwed the @%*# up. But that doesn't mean I have to die over it every day.
I think that having been on the other side, I can see this process differently than most. When I remember to be calm, I can fairly accurately deduce what's going on with my H. All I can offer is what was in my head during my A. If that helps someone else, then it helps me heal.
undefeated 24 H 24 S's 4, 2, 1 M 5 yrs
"Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all." ~Dale Carnegie