Newmama. I truly wish to apologize. I read your story. Read some more stories. Got mixed up. And posted. I learned a lesson. To reread.
But....
I do think I can really help you. I understand what your husband felt. I think as we talk this all out. You will see this. I am just 6 years ahead in years.
And your girlfriend today. You are lucky. Guys we do not have that. Its a huge difference. You lean on your girls. And you make sure when they lean on you. You are there. You do not need any man when you got good girls. Remember that.
Ask any question and I will answer them. I truly believe I can give you a different shade of grey on the answers. Close but not 100%
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!