Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

Oh and Ravenly, I seriously doubt he tells OW the truth about what we do together. It would just upset her. He can't have that now can he?

Another thing...he said he could give our S his present on his day off (Wed) unless I wanted to make him wait until Christmas (Fri). I did get him a couple of gifts...just his favorite whiskey and a starbucks gift card. I also got him stocking stuffers but I decided not to give them or put up his stocking-only our son's stocking is hanging.

Oh and I love my friend that I visited today! She gave me earrings and perfume and an outfit for S. She said she gave me "romantic" gifts because she knew I wouldn't be getting any this year. How sweet of her!

ANd when I arrived at my house I had flowers on my step, delivered from a friend I met on another infidelity forum! So thoughtful!! You can imagine that at first my heart skipped and I hoped they were from WH. BUt he has only ordered flowers for me once and rarely brought them for me. (I am such an old fashioned girl- flowers, chocolate, perfume, jewelry are all my favorites!)