First time poster feeling a bit lost

[MT21]

Sandii,

Its mental.. Youre right it probably wont last.. But I really dont care. This is a women who has by her own admittance.. a good looking/caring husband and father, nice house/job..etc...but this is clearly not enough for this ever so slightly crazy chick. (who has been living with me ?????? )

I have been thinking about how I feel, Always said Id fight..but this woman..I do not know.

I feel like I can look at her..and I feel nothing but pity...she may not realize but her life is going to get pretty bumpy and I have a feeling quite lonely.

She probably will go party crazy...but again...It doesn't matter.
I am really enjoying myself at the moment...seeing friends..playing with the children..up beat.. 28lbs lighter.. (although I am going to stop losing weight now...its scary and too fast.)work is more in control. couldnt ask for more.

I went out friday..and I cant remember the last time I had so many looks, smiles and hmmmm...Offers

Life is good..and way too short..she has her issues/demons to work with.their not mine..shes welcome to them. Her parents are so upset, and angry...MIL told me shes devastated and always want me in their life..even if she doesnt.

If she ever decides to talk..I may stop to listen..but right now, its not going to happen.

Thanks for all your advice and support. I will be in regularly..

MT