Yeah, I know. But sometimes I feel like he shouldnt be allowed near me, he inflicted so much pain, his "support" seems... fake. I guess he may be feeling something similar too. VERY complicated situation... sigh!
I made chicken soup and fixed my closet. 2 more days and then I go back to work on th 4th! I invited H's friends over for lunch on Sunday, they have never come to my house. He seemed to really like my suggestion. Dont know what I will cook yet though. Suggestions are welcome!
We discussed him staying over thru Christmas. This back and forth makes no sense. It will be some sort of trial only we didnt call it that. It just came up in the discussion (he was saying he needs to go to his place to change etc etc and maybe he should bring some clothes over for the holidays...).
If I could decsribe my state of mind with one word, I would say scaredchitless (2 in one-LOL). K
