((((WL)))) Good luck in court. Im sorry that things have gone this way.
Im not sure if I told you, but I dont think that feelings can be right or wrong, they just are. Its like trying to change the fact that you dont like red licorice, thats just the way it is. Dont feel bad about them. If its something that doesnt make you proud, acknowledge it, and move on.
And, I wouldnt do it again either.
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...