Hi Serenity, I can understand your pain for how this will affect your youngest son. As he gets older hopefully he will be able to come to terms (like you have had to) that his dad's choices are about his dad, not him. Love that little guy up with all the extra love you can give! About your older son, I have teens so I can understand your frustrations. They are self absorbed at this age and if they see a chance to use a situation to their advantage they often do. There might not be much you can do about that but you can sure keep those line of communication open with your older S.
I can understand you feeling "done" today. I struggle with those feelings and I am "piecing"!
You are in my prayers today my friend. Hugs and blessings to you! Rocked
